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10月21日

Made for Glory - Landon Pigg

 
 
like a thistle on a tree
like the sparkle on the sea
you were made for glory
and it's no wonder why you are here
for all to see
but like a thorn upon my flesh
your beauty haunts me
i can't find relief
it's no wonder why you are here
to torture me
sometimes a man must find relief
in what he can touch, what he can see
maybe he knows that it won't do
but it will do for tonight
and now that you are out of sight
i can only pray that you get out of my mind
but those prayers don't often work for me
you're all i see
sometimes a man must find relief
in what he can taste, what he can see
maybe he knows that it won't do
but it will do for tonight
oh for tonight!
for tonight!
like a thorn upon my flesh
like a thorn upon my flesh
like a thorn upon my flesh
sometimes a man must find relief
whatever ways that he can
maybe he knows that it won't do
but it will do for tonight
sometimes a man must take the fall
few other ways will he learn
just when he's ready to lose it all
someone comes along
like a thistle on a tree
like the sparkle on the sea
9月22日

闷闷不乐

本来都洗洗睡了,结果睡不着闷闷不乐着想想还是写下来至少不闷闷了
最近不开心的麻烦的不顺的事情一溜溜的,没什么大事情,一件件小事情折磨人啊。
傍晚还没出院子呢就把车胎扎爆了,有好多好多的如果可以避免,如果我不迷糊,如果我留在家中做饭妈妈开车出去,如果下午把车停车库,如果天没下雨我能看到后面,如果没有听小保安的胡乱指挥倒车,如果如果~唉,车胎爆了也就算了偏偏铁条还杵在轱辘里整个车活活卡在路中间动弹不得。。这大雨浇着一点办法都没有。第一次开车开到这份儿上,丢人唉。。总算好心的人多啊,大家生生把车抬起来推到车库。。下坡了想起来没打火刹车没用好在脚急手快没再添乱。不过好歹有些收获就是知道怎么换胎了。。知道千斤顶在哪里,也知道怎么卸掉了。还有个收获就是被折腾后饭量暴增,吃得巨香。好在爸爸在雨中等待半小时无奈最后也只能打车回家还没有饭吃之后没有批判咱这个肇事者,并说了个aQ的if,”没这事没准更悲惨呢“。自己在宿舍怎么迷糊都行,开车迷糊不得,因为没这么多如果~好在好在没伤到任何花花草草的,不算太昂贵的一堂课。
如果没去理发车也就安安全全在车库了,可是现在左看右看头发没短啊。为啥每次我去理发说要理短些那些理发师都要苦口婆心的不要理短呢:( 也是我不够坚决,说了四次再短些被拒后就闷闷回家了。。
为啥想起来理发了呢,因为最近觉得不清爽,大家都在食堂吃咋的我就肚子不舒服了好久,算不上剧烈的疼但总是不舒服的啥也干不了的,骑车骑多了嗓子就会不舒服,北京现在污染应该还好吧~以前没这么娇气,难道岁月不饶人?于是想着换换精神面貌,打理一下,从头发开始。
还有些侥幸的,周五下午本来乐滋滋的盘算着回家,好在同学多嘴了一句问晚上几点开会,我仔细查邮箱,真的没有通知啊,可是看同学的发送列表真的有我啊,万恶的邮件系统为啥跟我过不去呢~不然又多件麻烦事情。。
 
再往前的郁闷,压力,就不说咧,好像已经舒坦些了~~有些是自己给自己找的麻烦,真是怨不得人啊。
最近运势不佳,埋头做事,小心做人~~少做需要运气的事情积攒一下rp吧~
 
7月12日

敛物癖

周末开始拾掇东西,发现自己真是不喜欢扔东西啊,从小集的毛绒玩具娃娃啥的想狠狠心处理掉,还是舍不得哎,妈妈说洋娃娃3岁时比我还高的都要叫姐姐的那怎么能扔到垃圾中呢,只好再买柜子吧~
又从各个角落收集出了几百张卡片,边理着边翻着边回忆着,时不时地再傻乐乐,一晃眼这千辛苦万欢乐的年月就这么风情云淡的被塞到了纸盒。
最多的卡片要数贺卡,估计是小学才有了私人空间于是仿佛我的记忆也是从小学开始,那时都是从彩色画报上剪下来小动物啥的贴到纸上然后附上娃娃体生日贺词,更想起了和小学朋友聚会时大家怎么也回忆不起来的人,原来并不曾忘却,隐约还能想起那些娃娃脸,于是有了些挂念,这也许就是曾经送出贺卡时埋下的小小的种子。中学时的贺卡真是漂亮啊,内容也多多的,很多已经想不起来前因后果了,只知道那时候没觉得自己幼稚但还在玩过家家,有来自“爷爷,叔叔阿姨爸爸妈妈哥哥”啥的可能还有些辈分更高的?谁是咱一家的?想当初前底最重要的任务就是写贺卡,次重要的任务是买贺卡,最后就是送贺卡和收贺卡,现在想想真是开心阿,当初可是没少抱怨~大学时可真是高效率,一共没几张,但是一张生日贺卡里就写了全班人的名字:)
笑啊,原来我把课上传的小纸条,随手画的素描都留着呢~罪证,都是罪证~
原来旅游的时候也喜欢把旅行中的小票票,明信片,景点介绍都留着,地图就有好多份。好多地方都淡忘了,但还总有那么几片纸提醒着我不要忘了不要忘了。
又翻到了中学时学写论文时的报告,原来老师真的是按照正规论文的方法教的,关键词,摘要,参考文献,不过那个时候哪知道这些是什么,看着我的关键词都快笑翻了,“早餐,午餐,晚餐,加餐,肉,鱼,牛奶,。。。”,妈妈呀,这还真是我写的第一篇论文:论中德饮食文化差异,其实就是借着完成作业的名号在德国混吃混喝一暑假-_-b
一直很感谢小学中学时遇到的人,有负责任的老师,不仅教知识,更教导怎么思考怎么做人;有最好的同学,聪明,多才多艺,每个人都闪闪的,早早的就知道这个世界牛人无数,难能可贵的是大家都还挺善良;宿舍的姐妹们就不用说了,几个有个性的姑娘凑一块儿还能这么要好不是件容易事儿~
轻轻合上初中毕业时的小文集千日同道,还有高中时那一份成长宣言,盖上盒子,原来我一直都把我的小记性稳稳妥妥放在这小纸片儿上~忘性大还真不错,每隔几年翻翻沉淀下来的欢乐,不开心的早就忘掉了,留下的一定是开心的~
 
6月21日

gudugudu

时间过得太快,赶紧吐些泡~
告别了规律的生活后,宅,不可救药的宅,骨子里的宅。其实还是有些约束的好,不然的话整天自己跟自己打架,该睡了,该起了,该吃饭了。。每件理所当然的事情都变得困难了~
 
4月14日

热了

春天这不知道是头还是尾巴,花儿刚开,可是热的快夏天了。。怎么这么多灾多难的2008阿。
1个月前update还没有想到事情是这么发展的,突然觉得咋的这么多国家都在反对中国。很多时候新闻那简直就是越看越不舒服。
后来又想了想,好像还是有些不错的地方的,看,要是中国很弱,那哪里还用的着所谓的自由媒体费这么大心血来anti-, 另外,年轻人还是很爱国的~我们可以对国内不满意的地方奋,但是那是自家事儿,要是路边小混混煽风点火还想混水摸鱼,那咱还是要一致对外。80后的爱国教育不差的,不要小瞧了~cia的希望不是那么容易实现的~不过总还是有些个别孩子还真可以为了什么政治野心犯糊涂唉。
上次奋的时候只注意到了一种讨厌人士,就是为了利益在那里鼓吹反zg的,不管是那些政府,媒体,或者想要权力的人。
他们还是成功的制造了第二种唉,就是傻乎乎的相信第一种人的人。其实很多仇恨来自不了解,看火炬传递路上那些傻外国人,这些人还是可以争取的,中国还是应该努力宣传一下自己的。
还有一类就是坚持要用自己的价值观强加在别人那里。倒不是为了利益,但是“你跟我不一样,那就不行,那就不对,你要改”。这些人其实到不是针对zg,人家啥都可能会这么去反对,只是现在有这么个大主题掺和。
第一类就像蚊子见一个拍一个应该,第三类像苍蝇,虽然不疼不痒的,然嗡嗡的总有些烦也不是很干净。第二类还真没有啥比喻了,发现这篇blog说的有些刻薄了,都是跟cnn学的。。
 
全球经济一体化,政治多元化,注定多灾多难的地球人唉
仇恨迟早要毁了美好的生活,快来几只火星人,好让咱free earth
 
最近蜗居了,也没啥远大理想,咱的目标也就是Free Lunch, Free Dinner的了
 
 
 
 
 
3月31日

乐一乐

 

明天你醒来,枕边躺着一只蚊子,旁边留有遗书:我奋斗了一夜也没能刺破你的脸,你的脸皮厚得让我无颜活在世上,主啊!请原谅他,我是自杀的!
 
你像风轻盈,你像水温柔,你像雾朦胧,你像月浪漫,你像日热情,你像海宽容,你像牛健康,你像龟长寿,你像兔可爱,总之一句话:你没一点像人!
 
饭后七戒:一戒吸烟,二戒马上吃水果,三戒放松裤带,四戒立即喝茶,五戒百步走,六戒立即洗澡,七戒立即睡觉!八戒:记住了吗? 
 
你美丽动人万人求,一回头孤魂野鬼皱眉头,二回头千年哑巴一声吼,三回头泰森改打乒乓球,四回头杨过爱上李莫愁,五回头和尚从此用飘柔! 
 
如果长得漂亮是一种错,我已经铸成大错;如果聪明是一种罪,我已经犯下滔天大罪,做人真难!但你就好啦,既没错又没罪,真羡慕你!
 
你是10足花心人,常与9作乐,8不得家有亿万钱财,长年弃7不顾,成天6达,寻找猎物,5需多问,而4性不改,还3心2意,你1定不是好人。
 
如何正确对待男人:他有钱时帮他花;没钱时躲开他;腾达时跟着他;失意的时候抛弃他;落寞时打击他;绝望时离开他;自杀时帮助他;老了时折磨他!
 
教你个开心咒语;安思竹安思竹,安思之竹安思之纯竹,恭喜你学会了山东话;俺是猪俺是猪,俺是只猪俺是只蠢猪。
 
你是否孤单?如果是那么你去买一根绳和棍,将绳子系在棍上,在起风时去楼顶挥动棍子,别人问你干什么呢你就说:我抽风呢。
 
你看看你,美国头,法国腰,印度鼻子,香港脚,人不人,鬼不鬼,只有一个脑袋,两条腿。
 
希奇希奇真希奇,发现意投达春绿,春绿头脑有问题,不吃不喝不休息,要问春绿在哪里,正在埋头看消息!
 
你已在我们监视范围,不要左看右看!你现在只有把手机放在地上,然后先前走,不能回头!
 
你知道我喜欢哪种水果吗?告诉你,我最喜欢吃象你这种傻呼呼的水果。
 
不是每一朵花都能代表爱情,但是玫瑰做到了;不是每一种树都能耐得住渴,但是白杨做到了;不是每一头猪都能收到短信,但是你做到了
 
癞蛤蟆追求天鹅,天鹅不屑地说:我要是长成你这样早去死了!蛤蟆不服:那猪还活得好好的呢!猪听了,觉得很委屈:我只是在看短信,我招谁惹谁了?
   
不因换季而不想你,不因忙碌而忘记你。你在动物园还好么?老虎欺负你了么?狮子吓唬你了么?猴子没抢你吃的吧?两只小脚抓着手机看短信还习惯么?
 
你站在人群中,被柔柔的风吹起的长发,像人间最美的旋律,在我心头久久回荡,我想说:你的假发要掉了……今天可是愚人节哦!
 
如果你长得难看,请打110;如果你身材不好,请打120;如果你脾气不好,请打119;如果你觉得自己漂亮,请打我手机,详谈…
 
在我眼里,你看上去永远是无忧无虑,吃饭永远是津津有味,睡觉永远是酣然入睡……我真羡慕你呀,唉!有时候想想,像你那样做头猪也挺好的!
 
昨天有人看见你了,你还是那样迷人,穿着格子背心,慢悠悠地走着,一副超然自在的样子,实在是可爱极了,真不知你当年是怎么赛过兔子的。
 
寻猪启事:本人丢失纯种小白猪一只。特征:聪明伶俐,善解人意,身上带一部手机并在查阅短信,爱猪看过信息后,速给主人回信息!主人现在好想你!
 
通告:愚人节来临,4月1日您收到的短信均为假的,意思正好截然相反,敬请留意。以下是第一条:您是英俊潇洒玉树临风貌美如花魔鬼身材的大众情人!
 
当你看到我发给你的这条短信,请用头使劲撞墙,看到没有?你眼前无数的星星就是我送给你的无限的祝福!祝愚人节快乐!
 
你说你在我这里待不到温暖,过不上衣食无忧的日子,跟着有钱的人跑拉,我只好把痛苦埋在心里,默默祝福你"阿黄,没肉的时候回来
 
赫鲁晓夫参观农场,记者照了一张他在猪圈和猪一起的照片。次日见报,旁边有附言:左起第三位为赫鲁晓夫同志。
 
当你读到此信息时,请做以下动作:左手捏右耳,右手捏左耳,并伸出舌头,站于大街上。你会发现人家会给你钱了!
 
一种人可以和我生生世世,叫情人;有一种人可以与我血浓于水,叫亲人;还有一种人被我卖了还在帮数钱,例如看短信的你,就叫愚人!祝节日快乐!
 
如果没有风,云不会动;如果没有水,鱼不能游;如果没有太阳,月亮就不会有光;如果没有你……笨人也就不存在了
 
好久没有收到你的短信了,不知你现在还好吗?前几天路过你那里进去看了一下,见你睡着了,不忍心叫醒你。哎,一窝小猪崽就你乖!
 
曾经爱你的我,向天上的星星祝福。直到一颗星星被我感动,为我划破夜空的寂静,载着我的祝福,落在你的身边,砸死你。祝愚人节快乐。
 
如果没有风,云不会动;如果没有水,鱼不能游;如果没有太阳,月亮就不会有光;如果没有你,笨人也就不存在了。祝愚人节快乐。
 
我对你1见钟情,绝无2心,愿照顾你3生3世,昨晚梦见你4次,你迷人5官,让我6神无主,一颗7上8下的心99不能平静,说10话:我发错了!
 
收此信息你就是喜欢我,删除你就是暗恋我,回信息你就是想娶我,不回则答应娶我,修改就死都是我的人,储存则下辈子都归我!
 
小时候,咱俩两小无猜,我唱歌你伴舞,我能唱二百首歌,你就能跳二百支舞,所以人们亲切地叫我二百歌,叫你二百舞!
 
清晨你轻轻地走近我的床前,深情地吻着我的脸,你那深遂的眼眸始终注视着我,实在无法拒绝你,狗狗乖,带你去散步。愚人节快乐!
 
想你,有一种温馨的感觉;见你,是一种痛苦的期待;爱你,是我一生的追求;梦你,是我永久的情怀。其实揍你,才是我心中快乐之所在!愚人节快乐!
 
你美若天仙、漂亮大方、可爱迷人、纯情浪漫、冰雪聪明、温柔贤淑、体贴入微、尊老爱幼,以上所说,是我这么多年来对你的错误认识!愚人节快乐!

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Don't Cry~ No Grite~ Schreien Sie Nicht~Non Gridi~Não Grite~ Ne Pleurez Pas~: 明天是愚人节~~

3月25日

走了~

还是回了~

Better know these...

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Sunny Tree 暖洋洋的 - Kathy Dai: Better know these...

Better know these...

ADN: any day now
AFAIK: as far as I know
AFK: away from keyboard
B4: before
B4N: bye for now
BAK: back at the keyboard
BBIAB: be back in a bit
BBL: be back later
BBN: bye bye now
BBS: be back soon
BEG: big evil grin
BF: boyfriend
BFN: bye for now
BG: big grin
BL: belly laughing
BMTIPG: brilliant minds think in parallel gutters
BRB: be right back
BTA: but then again
BTW: by the way
BWL: bursting with laughter
BWTHDIK: but what the heck do I know
C&G: chuckle & grin
CID: crying in disgrace
CNP: continued (in my) next post
CP: chat post
CRBT: crying real big tears
CSG: chuckle, snicker, grin
CU: see you
CUL: see you later
CYO: see you online
DBAU: doing business as usual
DIKU: do I know you?
DL: dead link
DLTBBB: don’t let the bed bugs bite
DQMOT: don’t quote me on this
EG: evil grin
EMFBI: excuse me for butting in
EMSG: E-mail message
EOT: end of thread
F2F: face to face
FC: finger crossed
FISH: first in, still here
FMTYEWTK: far more than you ever wanted to know
FOMCL: falling off my chair laughing
FTBOMH: from the bottom of my heart
FUD: fear, uncertainly, and doubt
FWIW: for what it’s worth
G2G: got to go
G: grin
GA: go ahead
GAL: get a life
GD&R: grinning, ducking, and running
GF: girlfriend
GFN: gone for now
GIWIST: gee, I wish I’d said that
GMBO: giggling my butt off
GMTA: great minds think alike
GOL: giggling out loud
GTRM: going to read mail
GTSY: glad to see you
H&K: hug and kiss
HAGN: have a good night
HHIS: hanging head in shame
HTH: hope this helps
HUB: head up butt
IAC: in any case
IANAL: I am not a lawyer (but)
IC: I see
IDK: I don’t know
IHA: I hate acronyms
IIRC: if I remember correctly
ILU: I love you
IM: instant message
IMHO: in my humble opinion
IMNSHO: in my not so humble opinion
IMO: in my opinion
IOW: in other words
IPN: I’m posting naked
IRL: in real life
IWALU: I will always love you
IYSWIM: if you see what I mean
JIC: just in case
JK: just kidding
JMO: just my opinion
JTLYK: just to let you know
K: okay
KIT: keep in touch
KOC: kiss on cheek
KOL: kiss on lips
KOTC: kiss on the cheek
KWIM: know what I mean?
L8R: later
LD: later, dude
LDR: long distance relationship
LLTA: lots and lots of thunderous applause
LMIRL: let’s meet in real life
LMSO: laughing my socks off
LOL: laughing out loud
LSHMBB: laughing so hard my belly is bouncing
LTM: laugh to myself
LTNS: long time no see
LTR: long-term relationship
LULAB: love you like a brother
LULAS: love you like a sister
LUWAMH: love you with all my heart
LY: love you
M/F: male or female?
MOSS: member of same sex
MOTOS: member of the opposite sex
MSG: message
MTF: more to follow
MUSM: miss you so much
NADT: not a darn thing
NP: no problem
NRN: no reply necessary
OIC: oh I see
OLL: online love
OM: old man
OTF: off the floor
OTOH: on the other hand
OTTOMH: off the top of my head
P2P: peer to peer
P911: my parents are coming!
PAW: parents are watching
PDA: public display of affection
PEBCAK: problem exists between chair and keyboard
PLZ: please
PM: private message
PMFJIB: pardon me for jumping in but
POAHF: put on a happy face
POS: parent over shoulder
QT: cute
RL: real life
ROTFL: rolling on the floor laughing
RPG: role playing games
RSN: real soon now
S4L: spam for life
SAW: sibling are watching
SETE: smiling ear to ear
SHCOON: shoot hot coffer out of nose
SHID: slaps head in disgust
SF: suffer friendly
SNERT: snot nosed egotistical rude teenager
SO: significant other
SOMY: sick of me yet?
SOT: short of time
STW: search the web
SWAK: sealed with a kiss
SWL: screaming with laughter
SYS: see you soon
TA: Thank again
TAW: teacher are watching
TCOB: taking care of business
TCOY: take care of yourself
TIA: thanks in advance
TILII: tell it like it is
TMI: too much information
TOS: teacher over shoulder
TOY: thinking of you
TTYL: talk to you later
UW: you’re welcome
WB: way back
WFM: works for me
WIBNI: wouldn’t it be nice if
WTG: way to go
WTGP: want to go private?
WU: what’s up
WUF: where are you from?
YBS: you’ll be sorry
YL: young lady
YM: young man
3月17日

something wrong

关于政治,越来越觉得这东西就是权力利益的纠纷,看谁能够更好的哄骗和管理占多数的没啥想法没啥大追求没啥见识没啥资源有些善良有些贪小便宜有些正义感有些自私的民众。很多事情本身没什么对和错,就看是在什么立场了。大部分人能做的事情就是选择一个立场,然后为这个立场去争取最大的利益。我可以理解每个国家对自己国家tong yi的维护,也可以理解每个国家总是希望从其他国家获取些好处的希望,可以理解西方的媒体去报道很多负面的,不管是丑化的或者过滤过的真实的,消息,也可以理解国家里过滤过的正面的报道。很难让我相信有多少政治家是发自内心的希望并真的努力做出贡献让某不相干地区人民过上好日子并不寄希望于从中获利的。比较难理解并觉得愚蠢的其实是没有思考并相信另一个立场的媒体言论的人。既然是中国人,那就是会反对分裂,才不会去支持什么独立的说法,也不会相信西方媒体有多么的善良和公正。如果我是xz的农奴主,也许会去斗争,争取再得到自己曾经拥有的权利,如果这不是咱的国家,咱也许也会看热闹,不疼不痒得说几句,谴责也好支持也好其实都不用负什么责任。很多事情本身就不是件美好的事儿也没有美好的解决方法,想想都觉得只要人心里有些不美好这世上就少不了有些争斗,这就是现实?为啥要在blog上说这乱七八糟的话呢?因为今天看到太多伪善的新闻还有愚蠢的评论了。
 
其实今天天气不错,心情也不错~就是一早上来看到的消息不管是朋友的或者是xz的都不算是让人开心的消息。很多时候我们的悲伤是因为想不清楚,迷茫着是一种痛苦,还有很多时候是因为无能为力,哪怕想清楚了可是就是不能让事情美好起来。玩杀人的时候杀手的胜出很大程度上要看怎么去愚弄无知的平民,不负责任的平民会让一切更混乱。
 
其实没想说这个,周末看了个klass, 是关于school violence的,这个拍的确实不错,很容易让人理解,但让人看得很郁闷,因为很不美好,整个故事展现的都是悲剧。看得我无比怀念自己的班级,自己的中学生活。人们大多数时候还是挺懦弱的,所以最好不要有坏蛋,尤其是煽动性的坏蛋。Rendition是另一个悲剧,里面没有一个幸福的人,说不清楚谁更邪恶,是kongbu分子?还是冰冷的whitman?Anwar很无辜Fatima也是,但最后受到折磨的总是最无辜最善良的人."anything that outweighs the fact that if you torture one person you create ten, a hundred, a thousand new enemies",权利利益争执牵扯到更多人,有了暴力有了死亡于是有了仇恨,于是有了更多的争斗更多的仇恨,何苦来着.
 
还是香水更可爱一些~
3月4日

about me

You are a Creator

  • Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.

  • You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.

  • Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.

  • The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas.

  • You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there.

  • Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations.

  • You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems.

  • You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful.

  • Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity.

  • You're not afraid to let your emotions guide you, and you're generally considerate of others' feelings as well.

  • You are Benevolent

  • You are a great person to interact with—understanding, giving, and trusting—in a word, BENEVOLENT

  • You don't mind being in social situations, as you feel comfortable enough with people to be yourself.

  • Your caring nature goes beyond a basic concern: you take the time to understand the nuances of people's situations before passing any sort of judgment.

  • You're a good listener, and even better at offering advice.

  • You're concerned with others at both an individual and societal level—you sympathize with the plights of troubled groups, and you can care about people you've never met.

  • Considering many different perspectives is something at which you excel, and you appreciate that quality in others.

  • Other people's feelings are important to you, and you're good at mediating disputes.

  • Because of your understanding and patience, you tend to bring out the best in people.

  •   http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=WccjaRSogXagbac-HO-ADAAA-bced
    3月2日

    五颜六色-cs,123我们都是木头人,shopping,鱼丸

    好久没有这么充实的周末了,来个流水账吧~
    周六ringring,复习House "clueless",这个智慧的老男人还是很不错的虽然性格古怪
    一看时间,晚了。。赶紧食堂买上几个饺子和肉,坐在车上晒着太阳吃着饺子还是很惬意的。。
     
    没有迟到,补充水分,奔赴鹰山森林公园,嘿嘿,老项目,真人CS,我真是爱这个阿!还没冬天玩过,还好不算冷,就是这个小风啊。。土超级大,蹲在壕沟里(当时超级感慨怎么这么敬业,壕沟都挖出来了!后来一问,原来是挖沟埋水管用的。。哈哈,而且壕沟里的人都死得好快啊,因为就漏脑袋上四个感应器让别人打。。还不好还击,嗯,没地方逃还,ft..en 最郁闷的是如果旁边过个人,小脚一扬一堆土就扑面而来了这叫一个郁闷就差活埋了~) 两队很没创意的叫了gongjun &guojun,于是大家就很配合的让我方(gongjun)场场胜利。。委屈guojun的兄弟姐妹们了~~
     
    回来发现整个是个土人,不能这么去听演唱会阿,于是利用仅有的30分钟洗澡打理,感谢xinjj的面包,又是在车上消灭了第二顿饭。。到了首体,时间刚刚好~位子超级正,就是有些远~谁让中间空了这么一大片!陶喆绝对的实力派,清唱都很好听~歌单大致如下:
    01  是是非非www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101448.html
    02  Runaway www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101570.html
    03  忘不了   www.1ting.com/player/c2/player_120792.html
    04  天天www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101555.html
    05  普通朋友www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101577.html
    06  讨厌红楼梦www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101568.html
    08  Susan _68072
    09  爱我还是他 _68071
    10  月亮代表谁的心www.1ting.com/player/09/player_59447.html
    11  飞机场的1030 www.1ting.com/player/6f/player_189759.html
    12  小镇姑娘www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101583.html
    13  今天没回家www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101578.html
    14  寂寞的季节www.1ting.com/player/fc/player_65972.html
    15  十七岁+二十二www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101445.html www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101465.html
    16  沙滩www.1ting.com/player/d6/player_40552.html
    17  My Anata www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101585.html
    18  黑色柳丁www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101456.html
    19  孙子兵法 _68070
    20  Dear God www.1ting.com/player/d3/player_101588.html
    21  今天你要嫁给我www.1ting.com/player/c2/player_120800.html
    28  HEYJUDY
     
    不保证歌单正确,大致的,3个小时阿,说话都该说累了,他就不停的一首接一首,2个多小时后还能再来上十几分钟的摇滚,真不错啊~
    最喜欢的还是那些慢歌,最爱:寂寞的季节,几乎所有歌都重新遍曲了,很有气氛,灯光也很不错,大赞一个!嗬嗬,唱 王八蛋之前,他还很神秘的说要和观众互动,大家只要唱三个字,于是还想着是爱很简单里的i love u,谁想是这个,笑死了。。快11点,走在街上,打不到车,于是320,多么经典的车阿,伴随着我的小学中学大学。
    吃过鸡蛋灌饼还有黑芝麻糊后(得瑟时间忽略不计)开始shopping,五道口新开的华联店,可惜没有特别需要的,真的就是逛了,意外的发现居然有祖母的厨房,可惜还没开张,过两周一定去尝尝,希腊美味的烤肉还不错~第一次去五道口服装市场,那叫一个挤。服装很花哨,可惜咱不会淘,只能看个热闹。。晚饭品尝了正宗的福州菜,最近尽串门了,算是拜个晚年?鱼丸啥的味道都很不错的~
    这个就是虎头蛇尾的日记?
    -后记,cs的后果就是又要横着下楼了,想起了初中时光。想来我还很恋旧的,时不时地就想起了啥过去的时光。。好睡然后要好好干活了~~
    风吹落最后一片叶 我的心也飘着雪 爱只能往回忆里堆叠 oh~ 给下个季节 忽然间树梢冒花蕊 我怎么会都没有感觉 oh~ 整条街 都是恋爱的人 
    我独自走在暖风的夜 多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~ 却还是少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节 
    艳阳高照在那海边 爱情盛开的世界 远远看着热闹一切 oh~ 记得那狂烈 
    窗外是快枯黄的叶 感伤在心中有一些 oh~ 
    我了解 那些爱过的人 心是如此慢慢在凋谢 多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 oh~ 却永远少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节 
    又走过风吹的冷冽 最后一盏灯熄灭 从回忆我慢慢穿越 在这寂寞的季节 还是寂寞的季节 一样寂寞的季节  
     
     
     
    2月18日

    健康

    父母辈的聚会现在话题都不是什么工作,都是8g健康啦子女的了.现在和朋友聊天也时不时说说健康啊啥的.
    看了grey's anatomy,里面各色病人还是很震撼的.House更多的是些疑难杂症的推理啥的,这个GA就要更血腥一些了,谁让是外科涅.
    grey掉到水里但是放弃游泳的那段其实还是满震撼的. 很多时候是我们自己放弃自己,很多时候只是拒绝去想去面对,像鸵鸟一样. grey很奇迹的活了,现实中可能要悲观的多.
     
    hmm..说得咋的这么悲观呢. 春节的时候觉得都有些封闭了,聚会啥的全都懒掉了.精神健康很重要,要多和朋友们傻乐傻乐,要阳光. xiao家的聚会很棒,能够凑齐这么多弱智儿童玩这么开心弱智的游戏也不容易,面瘫.."停"..虎客船长?咋写的
    蓝色果子狸,嗯,永远说不对的A啦多梦..科技与魔法的对抗,笑死了..(这里不推荐..)
     
    这星期继续养生,轻松的生活,规律,阳光~从按时睡觉做起~
     
     
     
    2月11日

    Return of the 小糊涂神

    好久没有在家住这么久了..不知道星期几也不知道几号了..
    一直以为今天是最后一天假期..55,为啥没人提醒我!
    一系列的后果就是:
    两天前就开始伤心假期要结束了..
    聚会也没心情参加想再多窝一窝..
    想着最后一天假期于是把电脑里所有电影电视的全看完了..
    东西都收拾好了差点今天就回趟学校了..好在出门前上了一下网..
     
    我爱HBO~~剩下的假期就靠这个咧~~
     
    2月6日

    春节~

    真不敢相信这就又要新年咧...嗖..一年咋这么快呢,好像刚写完new year resolution..后来仔细一想..这一年是从1月1日开始算得..难怪这么短...
    照例全家讨论除夕大餐,可惜战斗力不足所以啥都是小份什么半只鸡一条小鱼几只虾的省得冰箱跟春运火车似的.
    一过春节,北京立马空了,不过也懒得出门呢,准备在家过个懒惰的春节..用了一晚上看完了现有的ghost whisperer, 发现自己还是挺喜欢鬼故事的,游离于现实之外?
     
    鼠年咧...是不是再收养只小鼠鼠呢?
     
    在此祝各位春节快乐啦~~
    1月31日

    要过年了

    慢慢步子慢下来了,又忙了一轮了~要坚持1个月不熬夜不能透支好好休息~想想出租车师傅真是辛苦大半夜的还在路上跑,还要冷不丁的被路边阴影里黑乎乎的人吓到。。
    算是第一次在deadline前1小时搞定所有东西,没有到最后忙忙叨叨不容易啊,不过是在错过了一个deadline的前提下。。
    过年了大家要回家的都开始买票了阿或者已经回了?bless所有人能平平安安顺顺利利的回去,大雪也阻不了人民群众回家的热情~不过北京就该冷清了,过节干啥呢。。
     
    1月20日

    乐啤露

    那天看有人在讨论小时候怎么偷偷看电视,原来大家小时候都有这样的经历阿,太有意思了~
    不知道为啥突然格外怀念乐啤露,艾得熊退出北京后就找不到好喝的雪山乐啤露还有好吃的华夫饼,还有那个卷卷的薯条。周末在个小店里看到了罐头装的乐啤露,太赞了,直接拎了十罐走,dr. pepper 味道也不错~ 味道和原来一模一样,就像在当代旁边喝一样。。
     
    其实这么久的学生生涯,还是初高中的时候最happy,不过,只是开心和最开心的区别吧。。。
     
     
    1月17日

    awesome

     
     
    最近很喜欢一些indie的电影和音乐,前一阵给的列表之后,又听到好多喜欢的~
    Juno的音乐真是超赞~Allen Page! Kimya Dawson!
     
    o,忘说了,苹果的新本本真好~
     
    下雪了~偏偏还要出门。。这星期有些嗜睡,恢复中。。为下次透支作准备,生活就是这样的循环,好在总还有很多美好的事情~
     
     
    1. "All I Want Is You" ­ Barry Louis Polisar
    2. "Rollercoaster" ­ Juno Film Version - Kimya Dawson
    3. "A Well Respected Man" ­ The Kinks
    4. "Dearest" ­ Buddy Holly
    5. "Up The Spout" ­ Mateo Messina
    6. "Tire Swing" ­ Kimya Dawson
    7. "Piazza, New York Catcher" ­ Belle & Sebastian
    8. "Loose Lips" ­ Kimya Dawson
    9. "Superstar" ­ Sonic Youth
    10. "Sleep" ­ Instrumental - Kimya Dawson
    11. "Expectations" ­ Belle & Sebastian
    12. "All The Young Dudes" ­ Mott The Hoople
    13. "So Nice So Smart" ­ Kimya Dawson
    14. "Sea of Love" ­ Cat Power
    15. "Tree Hugger" ­ Kimya Dawson and Antsy Pants
    16. "I'm Sticking With You" ­ Velvet Underground
    17. "Anyone Else but You" ­ The Moldy Peaches
    18. "Vampire" ­ Antsy Pants
    19. "Anyone Else But You" ­ Ellen Page and Michael Cera
     
    1. "All I Want Is You" ­ Barry Louis Polisar
    If I was a flower growing wild and free
    All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
    And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
    All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

    If you were a river in the mountains tall,
    The rumble of your water would be my call.
    If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
    Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

    If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
    If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
    If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
    And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

    If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
    If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
    If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
    And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

    All I want is you, will you be my bride
    Take me by the hand and stand by my side
    All I want is you, will you stay with me?
    Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
     
    19. "Anyone Else But You" ­ Ellen Page and Michael Cera
    You're a part time lover and a full time friend
    The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you

    Here is the church and here is the steeple
    We sure are cute for two ugly people
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you

    We both have shiny happy fits of rage
    You want more fans, I want more stage
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you

    You are always trying to keep it real
    I'm in love with how you feel
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you

    I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
    I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you

    The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
    So why can't, you forgive me?
    I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
    But you
    15. "Tree Hugger" ­ Kimya Dawson and Antsy Pants
    The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
    The tree said, "I wish I could be
    A different kind of tree,
    The cat wished that it was a bee,
    The turtle wished that it could fly
    Really high into the sky,
    Over rooftops and then dive
    Deep into the sea.

    And in the sea there is a fish,
    A fish that has a secret wish,
    A wish to be a big cactus
    With a pink flower on it.
    And in the sea there is a fish,
    A fish that has a secret wish,
    A wish to be a big cactus
    With a pink flower on it.

    And the flower
    Would be its offering
    Of love to the desert.
    And the desert,
    So dry and lonely,
    That the creatures all
    Appreciate the effort.

    And the rattlesnake said,
    "I wish I had hands so
    I could hug you like a man."
    And then the cactus said,
    "Don't you understand,
    My skin is covered with sharp spikes
    That'll stab you like a thousand knives.
    A hug would be nice,
    But hug my flower with your eyes."
    6. "Tire Swing" ­ Kimya Dawson
    I took the Polaroid down in my room
    I’m pretty sure you have a new girlfriend
    it’s not as if I don’t like you
    it just makes me sad whenever I see it
    cuz I like to be gone most of the time
    and you like to be home most of the time
    if I stay in one place I lose my mind
    I’m a pretty impossible lady to be with

    Joey never met a bike that he didn’t wanna ride
    and I never met a Toby that I didn’t like
    Scotty liked all of the books that I recommended
    even if he didn’t I wouldn’t be offended

    I had a dream that had to drive to Madison
    to deliver a painting for some silly reason
    I took a wrong turn and ended up in Michigan
    Paul Baribeau took me to the giant tire swing
    gave me a push and he started singing
    I sang along while I was swinging
    the sound of our voices made us forget everything
    that had ever hurt our feelings

    now I’m home for less than twenty-four hours
    that’s hardly time to take a shower
    hug my family and take your picture off the wall
    check my email write a song and make a few phone calls
    before it’s time to leave again
    I’ve got one hand on the steering wheel
    one waving out the window
    if I’m a spinster for the rest of my life
    my arms will keep me warm on cold and lonely nights
     
    White & Nerdy
     First in my class here at MIT
    Got skills, I'm a champion at D&D
    M.C. Escher, that's my favorite N.F.C
    Keep you're 40, I'll just have an Earl Grey tea
    My rims never spin, to the contrary
    You'll find that they're quite stationary
    All of my action figures are cherry
    Stephen Hawking's in my library

    My MySpace page is all totally pimped out
    Got people beggin' for my top eight spaces
    Yo, I know pi to a thousand places
    Ain't got no grills but I still wear braces
    I order all of my sandwiches with mayonnaise
    I'm a wiz at Minesweeper, I could play for days
    Once you've see my sweet moves, you're gonna stay amazed
    My fingers movin' so fast I'll set the place ablaze

    There's no killer app I haven't run (run)
    At Pascal, well I'm number one (one)
    Do vector calculus just for fun
    I ain't got a gat, but I got a soldering gun (what?)
    Happy Days is my favorite theme song
    I could sure kick your butt in a game of ping pong
    I'll ace any trivia quiz you bring on
    I'm fluent in JavaScript as well as Klingon
    They see me roll on my Segway
    I know in my heart they think I'm
    White and nerdy

    Think I'm just too white and nerdy
    Think I'm just too white and nerdy
    Can't you see I'm white and nerdy
    Look at me I'm white and nerdy

    I'd like to roll with the gangstas
    Although it's apparent I'm too
    White and nerdy

    Think I'm just too white and nerdy
    Think I'm just too white and nerdy
    I'm just too white and nerdy
    How'd I get so white and nerdy

    I been browsin', inspectin' X-Men comics
    You know I collect 'em
    The pens in my pocket, I must protect them
    My ergonomic keyboard never leaves me bored
    Shoppin' online for deals on some writable media
    I edit Wikipedia
    I memorized Holy Grail really well
    I can recite it right now and have you R-O-T-F-L-O-L

    I got a business doing websites (websites)
    When my friends need a code, who do they call?
    I do HTML for 'em all
    Even made a homepage for my dog yo
    I got myself a fanny pack
    They were havin' a sale down at The Gap
    Spend my nights with a role of bubble wrap
    Pop, pop - hope no one sees me get freaky

    I'm nerdy in the extreme
    Im Whiter than sour cream
    I was in A/V club and glee club
    And even the chess team
    Only question I ever thought was hard was
    "Do I like Kirk or do I like Picard?"
    Spend every weekend at the Renaissance Fair
    Got my name on my underwear
    1月10日

    大半夜的

    4点是个啥时间?好几次都是4点突然梦醒然后长时间睡不着。。。
     
    btw。。大半夜的被自己blog上的音乐吓到了。。
     
    1月4日

    谈论 oldpig's garbage bin: PRINCIPLES OF RESEARCH By Albert Einstein

      语言有些晦涩,不过有几句话还是很喜欢的:

    To begin with, I believe with Schopenhauer that one of the strongest motives that leads men to art and science is escape from everyday life with its painful crudity and hopeless dreariness, from the fetters of one's own ever shifting desires. A finely tempered nature longs to escape from personal life into the world of objective perception and thought; this desire may be compared with the townsman's irresistible longing to escape from his noisy, cramped surroundings into the silence of high mountains, where the eye ranges freely through the still, pure air and fondly traces out the restful contours apparently built for eternity.

    有的时候有些恐慌,这么大了都没有真正得过过日子,从来不关心柴米油盐,不愿意去银行,没有过过自己洗衣做饭办各种手续的日子。。一直很害怕的一种生活就是每天要重复同样的事情,要做很多无聊的没有兴趣的事情,没有收获,为了生存而生活的日子。 

    引用

    oldpig's garbage bin: PRINCIPLES OF RESEARCH By Albert Einstein

    探索的动机
    ——在普朗克六十岁生日庆祝会上的讲话

    爱因斯坦
      
      在科学的神殿里有许多楼阁,住在里面的人真是各式各样,而引导他们到那里去的动
    机也各不相同。有许多人爱好科学是因为科学给他们以超乎常人的智力上的快感,科学是
    他们自己的特殊娱乐,他们在这种娱乐中寻求生动活泼的经验和对他们自己雄心壮志的满
    足。在这座神殿里,另外还有许多人是为了纯粹功利的目的而把他们的脑力产物奉献到祭
    坛上的。如果上帝的一位天使跑来把所有属于这两类的人都赶出神殿,那么集结在那里的
    人数就会大大减少,但是,仍然会有一些人留在里面,其中有古人,也有今人,我们的普
    朗克就是其中之一,这也就是我们所以爱戴他的原因。
      我很明白在刚才的想象中被轻易逐出的人里面也有许多卓越的人物,他们在建筑科学
    神殿中做出过很大的也许是主要的贡献;在许多情况下,我们的天使也会觉得难以决定谁
    该不该被赶走。但有一点我可以肯定,如果神殿里只有被驱逐的那两类人,那么这座神殿
    决不会存在,正如只有蔓草就不成其为森林一样。因为对于这些人来说,只要碰上机会,
    任何人类活动的领域都是合适的:他们究竟成为工程师、官吏、商人还是科学家,完全取
    决于环境。现在让我们再来看看那些得到天使宠爱而留下来的人吧。
      他们大多数是沉默寡言的、相当怪僻和孤独的人,但尽管有这些共同特点,他们之间
    却不像那些被赶走的一群那样彼此相似。究竟是什么力量把他们引到这座神殿中来的呢?
    这是一个难题,不能笼统地用一句话来回答。首先我同意叔本华所说的,把人们引向艺术
    和科学的最强烈的动机之一,是要逃避日常生活中令人厌恶的粗俗和使人绝望的沉闷,是
    要摆脱人们自由变化不定的欲望的桎梏。一个修养有素的人总是渴望逃避个人生活而进入
    客观知觉和思维的世界——这种愿望好比城市里的人渴望逃避熙来攘往的环境,而到高山
    上享受幽寂的生活。在那里透过清净纯洁的空气,可以自由地眺望、沉醉地欣赏那似乎是
    为永恒而设计的宁静景色。
      除了这种消极的动机外,还有一种积极的动机。人们总想以最适合于他自己的方式,
    画出一幅简单的和可理解的世界图像,然后他就试图用他的这种世界体系来代替经验的世
    界,并征服后者。这就是画家、诗人、思辨哲学家和自然科学家各按自己的方式去做的事
    。各人把世界体系及其构成作为他的感情生活的中枢,以便由此找到他在个人经验的狭小
    范围内所不能找到的宁静和安定。
      在所有可能的图像中,理论物理学家的世界图像占有什么地位呢?在描述各种关系时
    ,它要求严密的精确性达到那种只有用数学语言才能达到的最高的标准。另一方面,物理
    学家必须极其严格地控制他的主题范围,必须满足于描述我们经验领域里的最简单事件。
    对于一切更为复杂的事件企图以理论物理学家所要求的精密性和逻辑上的完备性把它们重
    演出来,这就超出了人类理智所能及的范围。高度的纯粹性、明晰性和确定性要以完整性
    为代价。但是当人们胆小谨慎地把一切比较复杂而难以捉摸的东西都撇开不管时,那么能
    吸引我们去认识自然界的这一渺小部分的,究竟又是什么呢?难道这种谨小慎微的努力结
    果也够得上宇宙理论的美名吗? 我认为,够得上的。因为,作为理论物理学结构基础的普
    遍定律,应当对任何自然现象都有效。有了它们,就有可能借助于单纯的演绎得出一切自
    然过程(包括生命过程)的描述,也就是它们的理论,只要这种演绎过程并不超出人类理
    智能力太多。因此,物理学家放弃他的世界体系的完整性,倒不是一个什么根本原则问题

      物理学家的最高使命是得到那些普遍的基本定律,由此世界体系就能用单纯的演绎法
    建立起来。要通向这些定律,没有逻辑推理的途径,只有通过建立在经验的同感的理解之
    上的那种直觉。由于这种方法论上的不确定性,人们将认为这样就会有多种可能同样适用
    的理论物理学体系,这个看法在理论上无疑是正确的。但是物理学的发展表明,在某一时
    期里,在所有可想到的解释中,总有一个比其他的一些都高明得多。凡是真正深入研究过
    这一问题的人,都不会否认唯一决定理论体系的实际上是现象世界,尽管在现象和他们的
    理论原理之间并没有逻辑的桥梁;这就是莱布尼茨非常中肯地表述过的“先天的和谐”。
    物理学家往往责备研究认识论的人没有足够注意这个事实。我认为,几年前马赫和普朗克
    的论战,根源就在这里。
      渴望看到这种先天的和谐,是无穷的毅力和耐心的源泉。我们看到,普朗克就是因此
    而专心致志于这门科学中的最普遍的问题,而不是使自己分心于比较愉快的和容易达到的
    目标上去的人。我常常听说,同事们试图把他的这种态度归因于非凡的意志和修养,但我
    认为这是错误的。促使人们去做这种工作的精神状态,是同宗教信奉者或谈恋爱的人的精
    神状态相类似的,他们每日的努力并非来自深思熟虑的意向或计划,而是直接来自激情。
    我们敬爱的普朗克今天就坐在这里,内心在笑我像孩子一样提着第欧根尼的风灯闹着玩。
    我们对他的爱戴不需要作老生常谈的说明,我们但愿他对科学的热爱将继续照亮他未来的
    道路,并引导他去解决今天理论物理学的最重要的问题。这问题是他自己提出来的,并且
    为了解决这问题他已经做了很多工作。祝他成功地把量子论同电动力学、力学统一于一个
    单一的逻辑体系里。
     
    PRINCIPLES  OF  RESEARCH
    By Albert Einstein

    Address delivered at a celebration of Max Planck’s sixtieth birthday (1918)
    before the Physical Society in Berlin. Published in Mein Weltbild, Amsterdam:
    Querido Verlag, 1934. Max Planck (1858—1947) was for many years professor o
    f theoretical physics at the University of Berlin. By fare the most outstandi
    ng of his contributions to physics is his quantum theory, which he advanced i
    n 1900 and which has provided the basis for the whole development of modern a
    tomic physics. Next to Planck it was Einstein who did the pioneering work in
    the young field, above all in his theory of specific heats (1907). It was he
    who perceived more than anyone else the fundamental and pervasive character o
    f quantum concept in all its ramifications.

    In the temple of science are many mansions, and various indeed are they that
    dwell therein and the motives that have led them thither. Many take to scienc
    e out of a joyful sense of superior intellectual power; science is their own
    special sport to which they look for vivid experience and the satisfaction of
    ambition; many others are to be found in the temple who have offered the pro
    ducts of their brains on this altar for purely utilitarian purposes. Were an
    angel of the Lord to come and drive all the people belonging to these two cat
    egories out of the temple, the assemblage would be seriously depleted, but th
    ere would still be some men, of both present and past times, left inside. Our
    Planck is one of them, and that is why we love him.

    I am quite aware that we have just now light-heartedly expelled in imaginatio
    n many excellent men who are largely, perhaps chiefly, responsible for the bu
    ilding of the temple of science; and in many cases our angel would find it a
    pretty ticklish job to decide. But of one thing I feel sure: if the types we
    have just expelled were the only types there were, the temple would never hav
    e come to be, any more than a forest can grow which consists of nothing but c
    reepers. For these people any sphere of human activity will do, if it comes t
    o a point; whether they become engineers, officers, tradesmen, or scientists
    depends on circumstances. Now let us have another look at those who have foun
    d favor with the angel. Most of them are somewhat odd, uncommunicative, solit
    ary fellows, really less like each other, in spite of these common characteri
    stics, than the hosts of the rejected. What has brought them to the temple? T
    hat is a difficult question and no single answer will cover it. To begin with
    , I believe with Schopenhauer that one of the strongest motives that leads me
    n to art and science is escape from everyday life with its painful crudity an
    d hopeless dreariness, from the fetters of one's own ever shifting desires. A
    finely tempered nature longs to escape from personal life into the world of
    objective perception and thought; this desire may be compared with the townsm
    an's irresistible longing to escape from his noisy, cramped surroundings into
    the silence of high mountains, where the eye ranges freely through the still
    , pure air and fondly traces out the restful contours apparently built for et
    ernity.

    With this negative motive there goes a positive one. Man tries to make for hi
    mself in the fashion that suits him best a simplified and intelligible pictur
    e of the world; he then tries to some extent to substitute this cosmos of his
    for the world of experience, and thus to overcome it. This is what the paint
    er, the poet, the speculative philosopher, and the natural scientist do, each
    in his own fashion. Each makes this cosmos and its construction the pivot of
    his emotional life, in order to find in this way the peace and security whic
    h he cannot find in the narrow whirlpool of personal experience. What place d
    oes the theoretical physicist's picture of the world occupy among all these p
    ossible pictures? It demands the highest possible standard of rigorous precis
    ion in the description of relations, such as only the use of mathematical lan
    guage can give. In regard to his subject matter, on the other hand, the physi
    cist has to limit himself very severely: he must content himself with describ
    ing the most simple events which can be brought within the domain of our expe
    rience; all events of a more complex order are beyond the power of the human
    intellect to reconstruct with the subtle accuracy and logical perfection whic
    h the theoretical physicist demands. Supreme purity, clarity, and certainty a
    t the cost of completeness. But what can be the attraction of getting to know
    such a tiny section of nature thoroughly, while one leaves everything subtle
    r and more complex shyly and timidly alone? Does the product of such a modest
    effort deserve to be called by the proud name of a theory of the universe?

    In my belief the name is justified; for the general laws on which the structu
    re of theoretical physics is based claim to be valid for any natural phenomen
    on whatsoever. With them, it ought to be possible to arrive at the descriptio
    n, that is to say, the theory, of every natural process, including life, by m
    eans of pure deduction, if that process of deduction were not far beyond the
    capacity of the human intellect. The physicist's renunciation of completeness
    for his cosmos is therefore not
    a matter of fundamental principle.

    The supreme task of the physicist is to arrive at those universal elementary
    laws from which the cosmos can be built up by pure deduction. There is no log
    ical path to these laws; only intuition, resting on sympathetic understanding
    of experience, can reach them. In this methodological uncertainty, one might
    suppose that there were any number of possible systems of theoretical physic
    s all equally well justified; and this opinion is no doubt correct, theoretic
    ally. But the development of physics has shown that at any given moment, out
    of all conceivable constructions, a single one has always proved itself decid
    edly superior to all the rest. Nobody who has really gone deeply into the mat
    ter will deny that in practice the world of phenomena uniquely determines the
    theoretical system, in spite of the fact that there is no logical bridge bet
    ween phenomena and their theoretical principles; this is what Leibnitz descri
    bed so happily as a "pre-established harmony." Physicists often accuse episte
    mologists of not paying sufficient attention to this fact. Here, it seems to
    me, lie the roots of the controversy carried on some years ago between Mach a
    nd Planck.

    The longing to behold this pre-established harmony is the source of the inexh
    austible patience and perseverance with which Planck has devoted himself, as
    we see, to the most general problems of our science, refusing to let himself
    be diverted to more grateful and more easily attained ends. I have often hear
    d colleagues try to attribute this attitude of his to extraordinary will-powe
    r and discipline—wrongly, in my opinion.

    The state of mind which enables a man to do work of this kind is akin to that
    of the religious worshiper or the lover; the daily effort comes from no deli
    berate intention or program, but straight from the heart. There he sits, our
    beloved Planck, and smiles inside himself at my childish playing-about with t
    he lantern of Diogenes. Our affection for him needs no threadbare explanation
    . May the love of science continue to illumine his path in the future and lea
    d him to the solution of the most important problem in present-day physics, w
    hich he has himself posed and done so much to solve. May he succeed in unitin
    g quantum theory with electrodynamics and mechanics in a single logical syste
    m.


     

    12月31日

    new year resolution

    有很多唉..
    今年过得挺好的~一转眼阿香婆都熬了一多半了,一切顺顺利利就好~~
    转眼07最后一天了..08,以前一直都觉得这是个遥远的年份..可能因为奥运的关系,一直都觉得还是个满重要的年分..最后一年安安心心学习的一年了吧?
    收拾东西,发现好像快一年没有打开柜子了-_-b扔了一堆过期的备用药,真是开心啊,还找到了些被遗忘的耳环啥的..差点又要买了..是不是的还是应该翻翻箱子..
     
    最后一天还是应该小小纪念一下,也祝大家新年快乐了!